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Thursday, January 21, 2010

Gimme the Meltdown

So today I had my first official meltdown over food, yeah - I know - crazy right?? But try telling that to a pregnant lady who really just wanted a bowl of Cocoa Krispies, only to find an empty box! Who puts an empty cereal box back on the shelf??
After a few tears, I finally composed myself & ate a couple slices of bread and all was well with the world. Speaking of bread, what's with my love of carbs lately? I'm worried. I'm scared this baby is going to come out looking like a potatoe or a slice of pizza. That's all I want lately, carbs (particularly crusty bread and mashed potatoes) and pizza. I could eat pizza 3x a day, 7 days a week. That's not good. For the little tadpole, or my ass. I think I need to cool it. With the crazy morning/noon and night sickness I've been having, those are the only things that seem to calm my stomach. That and french fries. I can't even get into my love of french fries lately.

On a positive note, that dreaded morning sickness - seems to be getting a wee bit better. I don't wanna say it's gone, because I don't want to jinx it - but it's been on a little bit of a hiatus this week and that my friends is a good thing.


michelle said...

love that you are blogging again!!

do u remember me telling u i CRIED in the parking lot of "on the border" bc i wanted a virgin margarita and chips so badly??? i was so pissed it was an hour wait and i had to get to work. u were the one who made me feel slightly normal and u had no idea at that point what i was going thru or felt like!!!!!

i'm there with ya... not to worry.. this too, shall pass...

Semicharmed (Brandi) said...

michelle - thanks! i figured it was time!! I DO REMEMBER THAT! LOL! I get it now, beleive me. I was so upset last night - we had so much stuff here but I wanted none of it! I wanted cereal and no one understood why I was so upset.
I can look back today and know I was being a little unreasonable but in the moment, I was pissed!
I hope so - although I have a feeling I might be in for a few more of those nights :)